Farmer's tan!

Oy! I looked in the mirror today and I just noticed the worst farmers tan ever! effin track man. I'm sore in all the wrong place and I have never appreciated water so much in my life. School oh goodness school has been much more than overwhelming. Studying 24/7 and in between classes. Its unimaginable how many people now think I'm crazy cause for a few days I walked around practiving my speech. But goodness I'm exhausted like literally dead almost and I just can't put my finger on why. I mean this is the same thing as last year but last year it was 272830x better. Everything is just way too crazy with everything going on and yet I still find time to obsess over boys yet not do too well on my first math test. But I'm very proud of myself that I didn't yet flip out, partially becasue I'm in denial and partially because everyone else sucked ass too. But man am I just crazily well crazy over something I can not have. Well off to bed and awaiting tomorrow=)