Sunday, March 9, 2008

New Perspective.

After seriously not going out for months the play was a bright new change although the first act was spent inside the second was fun scarring the shits out of ourselves. i badly want to take my self out of lockdown cause its obviously not helping me its just making me have more free time with myself to have panicattacks about just everything and plus ive missed you know going out and having fun so maybe ill put things on lax and then things will be back to normal. Speaking of going back. Theres so much shit i miss about the past too much to explain and maybe ill get to relive it if i really try but i just realized how much has changed and the circumstances that we live under now are too different for the same reoccurring events. Maybe all i need is just a dose of my favorite people.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

bitch!

I hate hoes and bitches. They just need to learn to back the hell off. Or maybe i do, i don't know but i need to back up into my homework.

I constantly question life and everything it throws at me. I'm uncertain about the decisions I make, the obstacles given to me, and the people who are constantly in and out of my life. So here I am, trying to sort out all the things my mind wonders about.