I was just thinking...

Someone asked me a few days ago... Nothing's happened to you since the last time we talked.. nothing?  And I just said no and laughed. Gosh isn't that the story of my life. Sure things happen I mean I ace a test, I fail a test, I eat ice cream, I drop my ice cream, but other than things like that no nothing. The last big thing or slightly important thing that happened in my life was... well what I would call now completely irrelevant. Something that just isn't bareable to think about anymore so you just don't and classify it as unimportant... nothing...meaningless. I mean I guess there are the little things, people, that came in and out pretty fast. But that's also what I would call irrelevant. Those things that happen to just make me laugh cause in reality we need some of those true irrelevant things just to distract us from what's important. Sure I might be trying to get away from something. And sure I might have dreams of the best possible thing to happen. But then I wake up and realize if that did happen, it might just be the worst thing ever. So yeah nothings happened. Nothing important anyways. The outcome is still the same. I'm as same as ever. A little torn up, a bit broken down, but I'm the same. Always will be. Well hopefully not always cause what can I say life always needs a little shaking up even if it means your world comes crashing down or you get your fifteen minutes of happiness.  

What a day!

I swear it was the most random day yesterday. $5swimsuits, shoes galore, my fav person, nerve wrecking interview, jackie chan spotting, beach stop, and then hours long phone calls with the person i hate the most=). how fun and to top it off the sweetest thing with cameron diaz and old chick flicks. how funn!=) now only if i didnt have summerschool to look forward to i would have to say it was the perfect day. oh well! who has chem withyuwongthis summer? im excited.....