Don't get your panties in a bunch!

I am paranoid, curious, boy crazed, embarrassed, happy, sad, nervous,anxious, fed-up, proud, joyous, confused, tummy-knotted, scared, excited, and just plain glad to be alive. I haven't felt this wonderful and terrible at the same time, in a long time. It's nice to be out of my slum of the same thing over and over and even better to have people I can just say random things to. It makes life so much more interesting when at every corner there's someone who can make my stomach do cartwheels. Finally, things are in a nice...groove? haha I don't know what it's called but whatever it is its good. I can actually just stare off into space and daydream and think of nothing. Why though. That's a great question that I don't even know the answer to. But it doesn't matter because I feel happy and that is all.