Past, Present, Future

After an hour of reading, laughing, and just a little crying at old old old xanga digests I've realized how much we've all grown since then. We were all so overdramatic, depressing, and seemed to crave attention. We were too involved in hating our lives that we forgot to enjoy it and spent our time deciding who we did not like instead or embracing those we loved. We were all idiots and its nice that it brings out a laugh and those old forgotten memories instead of the anger we once had. We are all different people now with different people in our lives as well. We may have outgrown our clothes, tempers, and emotions, but its nice to know that you can't outgrow your true friends. It's funny cause we all started out with all this deadweight of people who harshly meant little to nothing to us and as we grow we lose all that unnecessary weight and come out with those you love and do care about. Every one else and all that little small drama, oh so and so danced with who and who and then so and sos friend cried, all that doesn't even matter anymore. So with a new year I'm going to laugh at my past, smile at my present, and embrace the future.

1. I love you so much and I appreciate everything you've ever done for me. You taught me to be strong and to be brave even when things are scary. You taught me to trust myself and to be aware of my consequences. You raised us all when no one else would. You supported us even if it meant supporting youself a little less. You are selfless and I love you for it all. No matter what happens, my future will always be because of you.