Sunday, September 14, 2008
Think, think, think
As I sit here anxiously waiting for kiis fm to stop their little talk show thing every Sunday I wonder, like really wonder how in the world do people let their lives to be a complete disappointment when they can just do a few things to change it. Maybe it's cause they're scared, scared of new problems that are worst than their situation now. Maybe it's because secretly, they enjoy it. Maybe it's cause they really just don't know where to start. Maybe it's cause they're still pondering on their last set of problems, unable to get pass them. Maybe it's because they are unable to see themselve happy. Maybe it's because they can't seem to get others to look at them differently. Maybe it's because they have set themselves to see that this is how life is and they just need to suck it up and deal. And yet the solution will always be right there just a reach away, they just need to get off their butts and realy reach for it. And maybe I'm afraid of the solution.
I constantly question life and everything it throws at me. I'm uncertain about the decisions I make, the obstacles given to me, and the people who are constantly in and out of my life. So here I am, trying to sort out all the things my mind wonders about.
