Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Dependance.

I'm super scared. Tomorrow is like Judgement day or something, but I'm feeling the butterflies coming. I know I am dependent on others to show to myself that I'm doing good. I just can't help but constantly compare myself with others and have not-so-secret competitions to beat them at life. Therefore I must, must, must like excel to the max during my interview.
Full Name Angela Jane-Wan Lau
Nickname Angela
Date of Birth 9/18/93
Height5'4 and growing=)
Eye Color i would like to say a warmm chacolate sunday type of brown
Favorite Color turquoise
Favorite Animal giraffe they're tall
Favorite Sea Creature mermaid!
Favorite Animal Print giraffee
Favorite Food depends on how i feel
Favorite Vegetable celery sticks
Favorite Fruit grapes
Ideal Pizza chicken and mushroom yumm
Your Last Meal ricee
Favorite Potato Chips sunchips
Favorite Candy Bar twixx
Ideal Sundae chocolate and french vanilla with cofffee
Favorite Restaurant olive garden
Favorite Fast Food wendyss or taco bell noo taco nazoo
Favorite Oriental Food whats oriental? like asian?
Favorite Holiday christmas or thanksgiving
Favorite Season fall!!!
Favorite Amusement Park none theyre all scary
Favorite Vacation Spot somewhere to go snowboarding!
Something Outrageous You'd Like to Do hehe=)
Favorite Beer nonee
Favorite Mixed Drink like a shirley temple? cherries are good
Favorite Soda canada dry, canadians jsut make soda better
Favorite Latte caramel mocchaito
Most Missed Memory oh gosh way tooo many
Most Missed High School Memory still making them
Favorite Band none
Favorite Song ihatethispart pcd
Favorite Music Video haha taylor swift where she traches that guy's house
Favorite CD i own one ahha and its kanye west and its ok
Song you could listen to a million times liz phair why can't i
Favorite Movie mean girls haha!
Favorite Teak-Jerker teak? tear? lakehouse =(
Favorite Scary Movie haha no
Favorite Cartoon as told by ginger!!
Favorite Cartoon Character ginger! or patrick starr
Favorite Actor theyre all wahtevs
Favorite Actress same
Favorite Game Show wheel of forutne
Favorite Reality Show tila tequila haha
Movie/Show that made you cry the most the oc!
Hottest Actor chad micheal murray i could attack him
Hottest Actress megan foxx
A Movie You wish you could've been in all of them
Favorite Quote from a Movie who anwsers this?
Favorite Websitecollegeconfidential.com
Favorite Computer Game sims! sims 3 is coming out february hehehehhe!!
Favorite Video Game wii tennis
Favorite thing to Research college
If you could be an Animal giraffe what part of giraffe don't you undestand
If you could live anywhere paris
Song that best describes you im so blah i probably don't even have atune
Movie that describes your life tell me a movie where a girl wakes up goes to school avoids people run goes to tutor sleep and repeat
Dream Car bmx 3 series
Dream Job pediatrician
Favorite Book private series
Favorite Painting/Drawing anything alex arias haha
Least Favorite Food peas
Hate Anyone? oh i could go on and on
Would you turn back time if possible? yes and no i like now but there are parts before that i loved
Favorite Subject in School biology
Favorite Teacherjohannsen
Allergic to Anything? nope=)
Biggest Fears the dark heights cats roller coasters
If you were trapped on an island, what could'nt you live without?my best friends
What would you do with 5 Million Bucks invest and buy a huge house
One thing you'd change about the world not have homelessnesss
What charity would you donate to?american cancer society
When you're bored, what do you do? this haha
Philosophy of Life Forget about the bad aspects of life and try to focus on the good. Cause the good outnumber the bad.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Fastforward, Rewind, Pause.

Life isn't a dvd you pop into the dvd player so don't treat it like one. There is only one setting, not five so it's always going to be in play. Please inform me if I'm totally taking things the wrong way so I'll know to stop cause right now I'm like an obsessive freak who can't stop bugging my friends about what the heck is going on. But on a bright note, my life goal may begin to be achieved. I just need to ace an interview Wednesday morning and I can attend a leadership seminar. I know a lot of people must think I'm jsut doing this just cause, but really I love taking action wherever I can and its one of the only things I'm finding fun and enjoyable lately. So I'm really hoping I get it. Things with everything thsi year is just so.... off. Nothing seems to be normal of any sort. Just random like crazy. Random nights, random parties, random people, random places, soo incredibly random. Not bad though just not the right feeling but definitely not the best moments of my life.

I constantly question life and everything it throws at me. I'm uncertain about the decisions I make, the obstacles given to me, and the people who are constantly in and out of my life. So here I am, trying to sort out all the things my mind wonders about.