I'm just tired.
Tired of this mess of mine
Tired of being like this
Tired of not being comfortable
Tired of that feeling at the pit of my stomach
Tired of my circumstances
What can I say? I'm tired of my life. And all I want to do is forget, yet everything keeps creeping up on me to remind me that this is my reality. And I hate that the most. So, you know what? FUCK IT. It has worn me to my core to keep on caring and keep on bringing up my memories and feelings. All I want is to live and breathe at peace and the only thing that's keep me from doing so, is that I care. I just wish I didn't, but one day I'm going to wake up and I won't have to say I don't care cause I won't.
On a lighter note...
What can I say about this weekend? HAHA, wtf!, Oh shit, and thanks. Thanks for the ride jj, thanks for trying alan, sorry leon=(! Maybe we'll try again next time.
BUT for now I seriously, truly need to forget this shit.
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I constantly question life and everything it throws at me. I'm uncertain about the decisions I make, the obstacles given to me, and the people who are constantly in and out of my life. So here I am, trying to sort out all the things my mind wonders about.
