Friday, April 17, 2009
Adventure of my Life.
Right now is just another road block on the adventure of my life. Finally, I think I've realized that even though now seems like the end of the world as my heart breaks, my mind is blown, my stomach sinks, and my life seems to collapse, the worst is hopefully over and there can be nothing but up from here. When I think of the past, the first things that pop into my mind are early morning sunrises, late nights busts, after track hangouts, walks up and down hills, and summer "jogs", not the no ride crisis, popo alerts, or just fucked up people. So I hope a year from now, I can look back and see all the good times and none of the bad times we've had because I want to remember you as my friend not an ass. Right now, may not be good, but I hope it doesn't block the memorable times we had. Somehow things got like this, I know they weren't suppose to cause that's not how we planned it. At first I put all the blame on you, but the games started and you made the first move so here I am playing your game. Hopefully, before it's too late, things will be back to how they were before, cause not-so-secretly, I miss it and I hate how this is.
I constantly question life and everything it throws at me. I'm uncertain about the decisions I make, the obstacles given to me, and the people who are constantly in and out of my life. So here I am, trying to sort out all the things my mind wonders about.
