Little secrets and lies.

I am constantly attracted to things, situations, and people who smell like trouble and i already for see this trouble, yet i still go and try to discover what's so bad. And then i find out that I should listen to my gut. If i were to just listen to that little voice in my head the ten million times it talks to me a day I'd save my ass from ten million BAD situations. You know how we study history as kids so we'll see the end result of similar situations and learn from them to not make the same mistake? Well, it's evident that I do not pay attention in class seeing that everything is just a similar pattern in my life with a facade of a new place, a new person, a new environment. And yet when I'm dealt a new card a new situation i somehow go and change it back to my comfort zone. I wonder why when you want something so bad and your given it, all you want then, is for things to go back to how it was.