Fastforward, Rewind, Pause.

Life isn't a dvd you pop into the dvd player so don't treat it like one. There is only one setting, not five so it's always going to be in play. Please inform me if I'm totally taking things the wrong way so I'll know to stop cause right now I'm like an obsessive freak who can't stop bugging my friends about what the heck is going on. But on a bright note, my life goal may begin to be achieved. I just need to ace an interview Wednesday morning and I can attend a leadership seminar. I know a lot of people must think I'm jsut doing this just cause, but really I love taking action wherever I can and its one of the only things I'm finding fun and enjoyable lately. So I'm really hoping I get it. Things with everything thsi year is just so.... off. Nothing seems to be normal of any sort. Just random like crazy. Random nights, random parties, random people, random places, soo incredibly random. Not bad though just not the right feeling but definitely not the best moments of my life.