Monday, October 6, 2008

Hoorays and Dillemas.

1. I am so relieved that everything is ok now atleast. I was really scared that everything was fucked over, but I'm so happy you're doing good. If I were to loose you fuck I really don't know what would happen my life would fuck over ha!. But you are my best freind and I love you to death and tell you all my stupid little things I have to say ie. my dog ate an alcohol popsicle. And you're always there for me although at times I may not be the most open person. Unlike that time you told me how much you apppreciated me for like HOURS! I'll tell you in a minute that I appreciate you for your strength and how you're basically carrying the world on your shoulders you still survive and able to fuck everyhting whenever you want. And I appreciate that no matter how I screw over you won't judge my ass and you'll be there I love you babe!
2. Fuck math to fucking MARS. YOU SUCK SOO MUCH. Because of you my chances of going to a college i'll enjoy is fucked up. You suck alot. And i got a tutor for you three times a week wow I'm pathetic.
3. Please dear god pleeeassseee do the thing you've been telling everyone you would. Cause that would just make my life. =))
4. You are always there for me to complain to and I know for sure i get majorly annoying but i love you love you love you i truly do. you are me go to person for emergency spill outs and when i see my secret lover and to tell my stupid little things to and ot help with homework and for me to just relieve my anger to.
5. Things are finally settling down for you after like months of aggravating stupid people. And I'm really glad that life is good for you. And even through it alll you were there for me and i hope i did atleast an ok job of being there for you. Fuck the past the future looks better so just let it all go and live your life to the best as it can be. And although we go to the same school, Ive been so involved in my own thing and you've been so involved in yours that we rarely have a chance to talk and it sucks that we seriously have to set days to catch up and what nots. But i want to say our lives will get less busy and much easier but the sad reality is it will only get more rough, but as long as we keep doing what we are doing and more I know for sure we'll be bests nomatter what.

TO DO:
1. homecoming dress
2. math
3. get an oybay cause fuck i want one to go into knott's mazes with, things that need dates with, to talk to at night, to be all smiles for, to just fucking be like everyone else.
4. renew some freindships
5. stop being annoyed shitless of some little bitches and big hoes.

Well my rage is out there =). Now dear god pleaseee i hope I open my locker and my wish comes true hehe. It would just be nice cause you know every(at least the ones i know) girl wishes that would happen.

AL like a man

a dresss they make me feel oh so wodnerful!

haha cereal!

Any where selling Indian food. Sorry but damn I'm glad im asian.

FUCK you its MINE

MARIANNE

I wish!

haha hell noo!

my eyebrows=) haha

Olive Garden who can say no to unlimited bread sticks and salad?

Janie banie and Crysmass

wanshang damn my chinese is getting pretty bomb!

Oh my mayeb i'm just an angry person but the list would go on and on

fuck both are boring but baseball guys are hot, but my secret lover is on the football team so hard decision

pwahha me? it would be a definite no

the dark chocolate mousse kind

i would so Christmas, but the food is always better at thanksgiving

course

haha not really

depends I wouldn't get one but its ok

haha no

oh gosh lets go back to last april or may haha

my family and bests

what kind of question is that? oh look guys i have green contacts lets go make out? ahah that would be a no!

nope never ever

want to

eww yes again eww

2 squirtell and my bedred!

haha maybe

cold LOVE IT FALL IS COMING!!=))

Taylor Swift Picture to Burn

jesse Mccartney buy you a drank his version is soo much better

mean girls last night i can watch it a thousand tiems and still not so secretly love it

nope 20/20 baby!

sad to say school

close to everything mostly failure

two i want four
another one on each ear

i before e unless its after c

caramel mocchiato!!=)) yumm

lately none haha euro book!

noo i wouldnt even trust myself to touch one.

not so much

friends or gossip girl damn im such a chick

HAHHAHHAHAHHA noo my brother is though

haha yes fifth grade Hilary duff. I remember being soo happy about that

no one

hehe=)) someone i can't have

the breakfast club

im doing pretty good

oh wow yes

salvatore feragamo incanto yumm

with milk duds!!

whats that?

yes ahha

no

what?

people who are overly self centered and can't tell that all i want is for them to shut up for once

hes a strange strange man

how is that even comparable? TACO BELL DUH

salvatore Ferragamo incanto

49ers?

what the heck is that? no

nosee
24 looongg hours

wow probabaly with vincent ha! we should do it agian huh pauline?

a bus?

crystull

school? today 2:44
70. What's the closest orange object to you?
the cap of a bottle of glue
well i musn't keep my ho,ework watiing for so long

I constantly question life and everything it throws at me. I'm uncertain about the decisions I make, the obstacles given to me, and the people who are constantly in and out of my life. So here I am, trying to sort out all the things my mind wonders about.