DAMN!

It's hard to imagine that the last time i wrote in this thing was way back in the summer and its already half way through the school year. So much has changed since then, people matured and immature and of course there's regrets here and there but things have been so busy to even take notice of it. I miss my girls and i hate that I'm so busy and see the same few people a day but the important ones who keep me sane i see for like ten minutes. It's lame how people said things would change as you grow up and at the moment your just thinking like their on crack or something but its like time passes and your like damn how'd i get here and you think back to yourself and you were like wow they were right. One year everything can be peachy keen and the next some shit happens to shake up your world and its just left in chaos. But sometimes your just kept oblivious to the path that took you here but your completely aware of where your at but whats the point if you don't know how you got there. Things would be much easier to accept and just sort of move on if you knew exactly the steps you took and how one moment you could be like white on rice with someone and the next its like pudding and mustard. Or how you could change from this brain to this like dumbass. Shit changes and sometimes its for the better (hopefully most) but others its for the worst. But life is like a roller coaster they say you have you ups and downs and sometimes the downs seem to just drag on longer than the ups would last.